A Life Less Plagued

When will i rise from this toss turn sleep

With nothing holding me down into this bed

Bring the dirt and make it my grave

Won't you do it please?

Everything is shit, i owe, i lag, i try, i fail, i hate

The pseudo love the world brings on pretty wings

(it sunk my dreams at sixteen)

I can't laugh, love, breath, feel, or fuck

Without knowing my life is sinking fast

And i don't swim

I dream under a sky that i can see crashing down

While i wish on a star that lies

I'm transfixed on a better time

Drawing out the end

I'm crying for a life less plagued

Pure and defined, why can't you give it to me?

I want to hold your head close to mine

And whisper words so far from true

"...everything will be fine"

(mixing your tears with mine)

We can shake it off kid, "i'll try harder

And i'll make sure we still see europe

By the summer time."

Damn you look so sad when i lie

Take my hand, we'll walk this romance

Until it's bitter end

Humming songs in the key of faith in me

Just leave me, because the word on the street

Is that i'm fucked, i'm losing my mind

It's just a matter of time

Just give me a sign

And i'll make it out of here alive

I'll keep feeding ink to paper

And i still won't find a answer

I'm asking, i'm trying, i'm needing...

...but still no answer

We must be speaking a different language

"hey, who's team are you sleeping for?"

Somewhere in hell there's a person like me

With stitch filled skin, and chipped teeth

Here's to eyes that are brighter than mine

And here's to regrets and wasted time

"i need a flashlight..." because i'm obviously blind

Kiss me good-bye, i'm signing off