Hard to Believe

I’m kissing everything that moves

I’m kissing anything that takes me far away from you

But I would rather eat than starve

I would rather kiss you hard

It’s not right, it’s not right, it’s not right to even think about

I find it hard to believe in

I’m wide awake, he’s asleep and

I can’t accept that you’re leavin'

I can’t pretend that I need it

Each night I fall to the feelin'

I pray you don’t really mean it

Bright light, you finally see it

I find it hard to believe in

'Cause I could never get in

And I could never get back

I know you like the way it sounds aloud

To profess from the depths of one so complicated mind

Can’t get right

One more last time

Tomorrow is coming, it’s always so ugly

Tomorrow is coming, I know you don’t love me

I find it hard to believe in

I’m wide awake, he’s asleep and

I can’t accept that you’re leavin'

I can’t pretend that I need it

Each night I fall to the feelin'

I pray you don’t really mean it

Bright light, you finally see it

I find it hard to believe in

All the proof, fake window to your room

Forfeiting everything that’s left behind of you

Against my will to choose

Your parents' house, I knew it

Give me everything that’s left behind of you

I’m kissing

I find it hard to believe in

I’m wide awake, he’s asleep and

I can’t accept that you’re leavin'

I can’t pretend that I need it

Each night I fall to the feelin'

I pray you don’t really mean it

Bright light, you finally see it

I find it hard to believe in