All My Clean Friends

I've gotta say I like it better

Now that we don't talk

Now that I can't remember

Why we spent our time just dodging obstacles

So let me, Yeah let me count up all the ways that I've been through

All of the steps it takes me not to think of you

And you'll find me catching fireworks out on my front porch

I look my worst

I need practice standing still

Because I never really knew how to end a day

And my mind doesn't know how to stay the same

With all these realizations you'd think that I'd find a way to change

Like when I first moved in I was smoking cigarettes my face to the window

Three weeks later I'm in bed and I'm still,

Yeah I'm still chained to all the drags that'll stop and fuck my health

But I've never found anything that works so well

And I've been living in a world of sharp, sharp pain

We don't think too much but the rent gets paid

I need practice standing still

Because I never really knew how to end a day

And my mind doesn't know how to stay the same

With all these realizations you'd think that I'd find a way to change

And you'll find me catching fireworks out on my front porch

I look my worst

I need practice standing still

Because I never really knew how to end a day

And my mind doesn't know how to stay the same

Since all my clean friends moved away

Since all my clean friends moved away

I never found a way to change

I never found a way to change

Since all my clean friends moved away

I never found a way to change

Everything just stays the same