Snow In October

Feelings will change but I never feel enough

And time heals in waves but won't fill the holes you dug

Memories fade but I hold onto my love

I stay awake wishing on stars above

I try not to think about the ways that it's coming down

The things I was feeling then

I don't wanna feel again

Deep breaths coming in and out

One kick and I'm coming down

The things that I never said

I don't wanna hold them in

It snowed in October when I wanted rain

I don't think I'm changing, but I don't feel the same

And all of my pieces that I gave away

I'm burning my body so I can stay warm

I tried to grow but I never change enough

I tried to be whole, but somebody pulled the plug

All that I was crumbled beneath your weight

Days turn to night and love withers into hate

I try not to think at all

The room never felt so small

I heard all the words you said

Coloring my bones in red

Have we lost the coast line yet?

How deep does the water get?

The waves go above my head

I don't wanna hold my breath

It snowed in October when I wanted rain

I don't think I'm changing, but I don't feel the same

And all of my pieces that I gave away

I'm burning my body so I can stay warm

It snowed in October when I wanted rain

I don't think I'm changing, but I don't feel the same

And all of my pieces that I gave away

I'm burning my body so I can stay