Chaos

I believed I would step outside of purgatory

Only to find that the sky was still grey

And everything around me was just chaos

I'm not moving as fast as I thought I would be

When I was 13 I was looking through 3-D glasses

With firework patterns and seeing the future

Imagining castles

Everyone I know has ADHD and

Likes smoking weed and when I hit 23

Became the same thing, I hear em' all asking

Do you think that's why nobody likes me?

I believe that when you die your brain stays alive

You plug it in like an external hard drive

You see your idea or heavеn or maybe your idea of hell

I don't think I'm supposеd to get this far

I don't even know how to drive a fast car

And I don't want kids, tear out my eyelids

And continue to pretend that I'm somebody else

Everyone I know has ADHD and

Likes smoking weed and when I hit 23

Became the same thing, I hear em' all asking

Do you think that's why nobody likes me?

I take my watch off, time disappears

When I put it back on, it goes unbelievably slow

Everyone I know has ADHD and

Likes smoking weed and when I hit 23

Became the same thing, I hear em' all asking

Do you think that's why nobody likes me?

'Cause I've been carving idols into bedposts

All of my ghosts, all of my hopes

Wishing life was not so evil

Giving' time to wasted people

Carving idols into bedposts

All of my ghosts, all of my hopes

Wishing life was not so evil

Givin' time to wasted people

For far too long, when you finally realised

That people have been cutting in front of you

The whole damn, the whole damn

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na

Everyone I know has ADHD and

Likes smoking weed and when I hit 23

Became the same thing, I hear em' all asking

Do you think that's why nobody likes me?