Joker

Give me the beat and a mic

Give me the freedom to write

Give me the vision to see my demons

And beat 'em at night

Give me the pen and the pad

Give me a couple of stans

Gave you a percentage

But I'm taking home all of the bag

Give me definitive and unlimited

Amounts of people loving me and

Call upon everybody who came before

And tell them to come

And inject me with

Whatever they're smoking man

I'm sick!

But I think you know that already

You call me evil

But how would you know it unless you live it already

You think you’re better right?

Because nobody's seen what you’ve done in the dark

But if I put your life in this light

you would crumble and fight to survive

Or die but bitch I fucking knew that already

I ain't special

But I specialize in making you feel especially stupid for judging a human

While you sit at home and whole world judge

Can’t watch what you doing or follow

And hate all your movements I ain't complaining

But I know the people who do it are sicker than me

And I'm sick enough I might just lose it

Ya

You think know me 'cuz you double tap on picture

I hate the fact that you judge me it’s driving me crazy

So when it’s to deep I say fuck it and drown in some liquor

I write these verses in blood I got chapters for days

'Cuz my heart is my biblical scripture and

I’m not a prophet but I can predict that you’ll never catch happiness

Till you're the pitcher

So please continue to laugh if I’m a clown your a circus act

When I rap it’s with a surgeons mask

'Cuz I place every syllable in a deliverable fashion

From first to last, then cut back with a message

That’s hidden in melody making them think

And ask if I was the one on the table pushing giving birth to rap

Maybe it was me

Maybe you like all my music but don’t really actually love me

Maybe you just want a picture

Maybe you just want to see me 'cuz you need some money

Maybe you think that I’m happy

Maybe you think in reality liking my post is repairing a hole

When it’s actually shaking and cutting the soul right out of me out

I think I’m sick

I feel a rush of emotion whenever I post up a pic

I got problem

I’m in the studio rapping while this girl is sucking my dick

She cut a whole in my heart now I fill it

With women who love me

'Cuz they think I’m rich and if I be honest I just told a bitch

That I care but I really do not give a shit

So what’s your excuse?

What helps you sleep?

You leave a negative comment not knowing what you sew you will reap

I bet you smile when you post thinking you're hurting me

But you see the way the brain works you become what you speak

I need peace

But y’all can’t offer that

I held my ground, I didn’t sell my soul

I said fuck the fame y’all can’t take that offer back

Fuck a shelf you can't take me off the rack

All the fame is not worth a heart attack

You're insane, you're in pain, I can tell by what you saying!

But

My bad

I forgot you were fragile

I forgot someone who doesn't even know me told you I'm an asshole

I forgot that I’m a villain

I forgot that I’ve always spread positivity but you think I didn't

I forgot that hatred stems from people who hate their own existence

I forgot I’m better off alone

I forgot I care about everyone's happiness but forget about my own

I forget I spend every waking second on my phone

Come join my circus

I’m recruiting

I’m taking everyone who passes judgement bitch that’s including

Everyone who thinks it’s so amusing

To put me down while I’m pursuing

The key board warriors that live online behind a screen that's just an illusion

Come come come join my circus

You fucking pricks

I’ll fuck you till you love me then pay you to do some tricks

I don’t need a doctor I need a bag of nails

And bricks to lay down on the floor

So if you fail to land a flip you can feel

What I felt when you tried to come sink my ship

Let me explain, you all help me financially gain

But I spend my money on mental health books

And read them just to control all my pain

I don’t wear clothes

But this bought chain and just like you this chain fake

I wear it to distract you from blatant sadness written on my fucking face

What'd you expect?

Did you think I was immune to what you were saying and didn’t see all of the disrespect?

Do you think I’m not human, have no feelings

Or maybe you think I’m fucking weak

And now I’m pleading, maybe you think I’m just too good and that I’m cheating?

Or maybe just maybe

You're blind and the hate inside your heart clouds

Your eyes and your mind and your ears

When I rhyme, even though we all know I’m one of the best of all time

Or maybe you're just a fucking bitch and I can't

Stop comparing me to people who are not in my league

Stop saying I don’t believe in God just because you can’t read

Stop making fake profiles so you can spam my feed

I'm not alone I know there's millions out there just like me