She Cheated Again

To be honest I didn't even want to make this

I knew the topic I would talk about was frowned upon and heavily debated

Everybody thinks I'm happy but I'm not, and this here is my confession

How I let a girl destroy me and then push me to the point of this depression

Yeah I'm talking about that do or die (yeah)

Yeah I'm talking 'bout that suicide (yeah suicide)

Got all these cars man but who gon' ride?

Fucked my friend a couple times

Told me all those fucking lies

So I wrote a song so you could find out how I felt inside

I swear to God I almost shot myself a couple times

I should be dead

So I had a talk with God and he told me it'd be hard

So I asked if I could stay and he could take you instead (amen)

Remember all the shit that you was telling me?

How you loved me and want nobody above me

Now it's funny all the shit that you promised is just a memory (fucking lie)

You gave me something to believe in

Then you broke me into pieces and it's fucking with me mentally

(I can't think straight)

Yeah, and I can't trust no other bitch because

I'm starting to see women as the enemy (I swear)

I saw you texting with the dude and it was cool

Because you told me you and him were just friends

Then I caught you in the bed, let it slide, took you back

And then you went and fucked the same dumb nigga again

What the fuck bitch? I gave my all to you

There's a kid that no ones knows about and me and you both know I am the father too

That means I am a part of you, you went and broke my heart in two

Then stabbed me in the back and watched me bleed and pulled an audible

Fuck! How you think this gon' end?

'Cause I been dealing with depression, social media attention

They expect me to be happy but I'm fucking depressed

I swear I'm fucking depressed

All the money in the world don't mean a thing

If you can't share it with somebody that you love and that you fucking respect (Dax)

Do you know how it feels to be awake

But all you want to do is go back to sleep? (Do you?)

Because reality is suffocating pushing on your chest

So all you want to do is go and live your life in your dreams? (can you relate?)

Do you know how it feels when the person that you love doesn't love you back?

When they say the right things but their actions are the opposite

Of everything they tell you every day to relax? (I need help)

Bitch I would've killed for you! Yeah

Man fuck all of this music shit I'd pass up on a deal for you!

Other niggas tried to fuck, I swear I only saw the real in you!

You cheated twice and now I can't deal with you!

It's Dax

Dear God

I ask that you give me the strength, to trust again

Please help me relieve this burden from my heart

I know time heals all wounds and some just take longer than others

So I'm going to trust you with this process

Amen

Everybody put your hands up if you can relate

We all been there, this is for you