Little Blue Pills (part II)

What once we believed

To be so glorious and freeing's

Just a crutch

And in retrospect the good times

That we've had don't seem so worth it

When I'm wakin' up in cold sweat

Shakin' on some stranger's white leather couch

With a head full of regrets

I've made up my bed

Now I guess it's time to sleep

Swaddled up in sterile white sheets

I'm losin' touch

Little blue pills

To help me sleep

Don't like my life

So I take seven when I drink

Wake up in the am

Still shakin' from the mayhem

With the door off of its hinge

Call me lady vodka

There's only three tears I can shed

Weary and broken

But just can't rest well in this bed

Ink stained carpets

And stolen cars

I gave you everything

And all you gave me were these scars

I fucking hate you

I fucking hate you

Goddamn I love you

Goddamn I love you

But we both know if we ever

Stick together

We'll just tear ourselves apart

You are my sunshine

My only sunshine

You make me happy

But the skies are grey

You are my heroin

But there's an abscess

Goddamn me missed the vein

She's scratchin'' her pen

Through the pages in her notebook

Scratching' the blade of her knife

Into her hip

(At least they're hidden)

A quarter of our lives gone by

Knees nailed to the ground

Begging for more

Forcin' that needle in his vein

Forcin' that liquor down his throat

(Well that's just how I cope)

Quarter of our lives gone by

Knees nailed to the ground

Begging for more

You are my sunshine

My only sunshine

You make me happy

But the skies are still so grey