Ran That Scam

Somewhere there in between

The dirty sex and the faded jeans

I caught a glimpse of a man that I used to be

It scared the living shit out of me

I must of ran that scam about a million times

Now I'll do it again just to prove to you that I can

So what.

What am I so guilty of?

Did I not listen or was there something I'm missing?

I think that my problem is I fall apart when

I start sweet and then get mean

Until I'm bored with everything

I can't stand that you're all so close to me

I am so afraid of what you'll see

I must of ran that scam about a million times

Now I'll do it again just to prove to you that I can

So what.

What am I so guilty of?

Did I not listen or was there something I'm missing?

I think that my problem is I fall apart when

I know that I said it, but I never meant it

I already jumped in

I already jumped right in

I gave myself a chance and I bought some time

I wrote a lot of words that say I'm fine

When they offered me a chance to fuck it up all again

I said I believe I could

So what.

What are you guilty if?

I fucking panic when you're here