I Will Try

So i guess the table's turned

For the first time i can't find the words

To apologise for all the poor decisions and the lessons that i never learned.

'cause i've got friends that have lost their father and they're much stronger than me

I know people who live their lives in the shadows of something that they're trying to be

And i will try my best to find a smile

And i will close my eyes and say i'm not afraid

And it's time that i was cleared of all the negativity that i hold so dear

I lost my sight for far too long to take my mind off all my fears

But i found my way again

And i will try my best to find a smile

And i will close my eyes and say i'm not afraid

We will try our best to find a smile

And we will close our eyes and say we're not afraid

We will try our best to find a smile

And we will close our eyes and say we're not afraid

This time

I need to set aside my ways

And figure out all the things i have to change.