Bury Me

If I could pretend that I was getting better

I thought that it would make up for how I am

But I’ve always been indifferent

I was there when you felt worn out

But now I feel alone

And if you’re waiting for a sign from me

Then there must be something you don’t know

The walls are caving in

It’s getting harder to breathe

The lights are out

But you’re still in disbelief

If there's not enough for me

Then I won’t have enough for you

So we can’t keep turning pages

Without reading this through and through

I could tell you about getting better

But I’ll never know if I don’t change

But if you bury me in your soil

Then you might see brighter days

(But you’re still in disbelief)

But you’re still in disbelief

But you’re still in disbelief

But it’s okay for me to feel nothing

And when I’m alone I’ve had to wait

For the nights to end

For a chance to sleep

And it’s okay to release all of this pent up rage

Because when all is said and done

There’s no way I will say I'm sorry

But I will wait

But I will wait

I can’t say how long it’s been

Since I’ve felt like I’ve wanted to live