Cowardice

I keep asking why?

That there’s no life in her

But when she told me my throat locked up

I could only stare at her and say, I'm sorry

I keep asking why

There’s no place for you

I hate that she was there on that night

How could you live with yourself?

There’s no reason for this to have happened

You think that you still have a place in her home

And you still come up every time that she cries

And there’s no fixing what you’ve broken down and harmed

I have to bite my tongue when she looks at me so empty

I have no sympathy

You’re the thought that I grind my teeth on

I can’t help her

I'm in hell

Coward, coward, I will never let you face her

Coward, coward, you’re the one thing that’s left her vacant

Liar, beggar, coward, coward

You fucking took her life, and you left her to be a survivor

You can’t apologize for this

You will never have forgiveness, and I hope you rot to death