A Few Good Dreams

I remember outlines

I can’t remember days

Indefinite and Ill defined

But still beside the haze

The clearest sky

Before the storm

Was overcast eventually

With spirits high

An no remorse

You told yourself it’s meant to be

I’ve been

Drifting alone through a time when

Life was as simple as silence

Dissonant symphonies

Grew in intensity

Ruined the reverie

I had a few good dreams

Of what we used to be

Disabuse this scene

I’m afraid

I’ll awake

I remember laughter

I can’t remember why

Illegible and imprecise

A hymn inside your mind

The calmest seas

Before the storm

Were tidal waves eventually

With honesty

And no remorse

You told yourself it’s meant to be

A few good dreams

Idealizations we used to see

Hiding away so elusively

I couldn’t take it this time

Lost in a daze and I’m comatose

Breath in the haze and I overdose

Seas elevate and they overflow

I couldn’t make it this time

I’ve been out for days and

I’m afraid that

Tides amount to waves and

Hurricanes I

Siphon out the pain and

Lie awake

Don’t die away