Contradictions

She wants to go outside

Tryna spark shit

She’s got something in the glove compartment

I don't know where your broke down car's been

I'm with whatever though

I never let it go

She wants to step outside

She's tryna talk more

And God knows I've seen you distraught before

But how could you tell me you're not sure?

You'd still be the first one I'd call

If I needed someone to talk to

But I barely see you at all

I don't see you at all

Feels like a contradiction

I need to step outside as soon as you walk in

People talk when they see that we're talking

I dip out in a rush I'm exhausted

I glance at my phone to make sure that you called it

I see your name on the dashboard

You say I should try and relax some more

Why am I stuck in the past for?

I'd still be the first one you'd call

If you needed someone to talk to

But you barely see me at all

You don't see me at all

Feels like a contradiction

Feels like I've had this thought before

Feels like a loss of vision

Whenever you talk I'll listen

Your eyes could end the pressure

Your smile clouds my thoughts some more

On time that we spent together

We could have been forever

I don't know if I can hold it together

My heart is turning cold with the weather

It’s feeling like October Forever