Nolstagia

I went to your apartment last night

The lights were on your windows it’s way beyond December

But you would always tell me that’s fine

With some anecdotal reason

I wish I could remember

I'm lost inside my reminiscing mind

My phone blew up the silence

Your name lit up the call screen

And hesitantly I hit decline

Nostalgia in your voice would be the death of me

And I'm the one to blame

Let go before it’s too late

And troubled minds black out mistakes that you made

Nostalgia it creeps in the back of my brain

(Creeps in the back of my brain)

I can’t get away

Uncover my eyes

Reveal every specter that’s haunted my life

Nostalgia it lurks in the back of my head

Hide every truth till I'm ruined

I’ll drown in delusions instead

I saw your apparition last night

We walked the reservation

And talked about the days when

The skies above the future were bright

I spoke with apprehension

I feared familiar tension

Would kill the conversation in time

But every disagreement transformed into a reason

That I should keep your memory alive

The truth inside my head would be the death of me and I'm the one to blame

(Days grow older)

(Nights get colder)

(The sky seems closer now)

Let go before it’s too late

Black out mistakes that you made

Creeps in the back of my brain

(Creeps in the back of my brain)

I can’t get away

Uncover my eyes

Specter that’s haunted my life

Lurks in the back of my head

(In the back of my head)

I’ll drown in delusions instead