Nothing to Worry About

I feel like I should tell you

Not to worry

Just believe me

When I tell you I'm okay

Cos I don't want to bore you

And most of the time

I'm just mildly under the weather

Nothing to worry about anyway

My mind is not predictable

Don't worry

I'm not violent

When I'm sober at least

Sometimes I'm up, sometimes I

Just want to die

It's an honest to god close to

Attempted suicidal feeling

And I

Don't want to burden you with

The knowledge that maybe

I'd pluck up the courage

Because the feeling's too short lived

For me to try

I'm always bringing myself down

Out of habit

I can't deal with being

Happy all the time

So I'll find something to criticise

Like the state of my room

Or how I'm not quite where I want to be

Even if I'm getting closer every day

I feel like shit, but I won't say

What's the use?

When you're a hundred miles

Of telegraph poles away

So if anybody asks

I'll tell them I'm fine

Cause I know I'd never pluck up the courage,

Nothing to worry about

But I

Can't seem to keep on top of

The knowledge that maybe

I could end this struggle

And I don't know what I want you to do

Well I'm

Sorry to burden you with

The knowledge that maybe

I'll pluck the courage

I just thought that you'd like to know