Dear Death Pt. 2

Time is running out

As you die die die in this bed not making a sound

It has all come crashing down

To be here and watch you breathe your last

So helpless to stop you from slipping away so fast

Oh God are you listening now

As this cancer dances through her and then takes a bow

It won't disappoint the crowd

Whose words are a curse as I hear them one by one

Each pull, the string, and I come undone

I know this, I failed to say you're worth this (I'm sinking by your side)

I wouldn't trade a day to not have gone through this

So many days I've been blind, I want to stop and rewind

Kick off our shoes and dance

With the ghost of you

Who could tease me and leave me begging for the abuse

You're the only one I knew

That could tame me and make me who I am

But now it's all fading, and there's nothing left of all my plans

Let's dance again, we'll turn up our sleeves, I know just where to begin

Dance, let's dance again, we could find ourselves before this happened

These words of mine are trite and so cliché

And still they find their place in everything

It's just to break the silence that has been crushing me

Half of me is dead, already gone

And half is screaming everyone is wrong

I'm finally asking now will you

Just hear me out this was all my fault

Now you've brought me death and it's everything I wanted

It's the wrong side of fear that kept me out