Sunshift

Fears fade into uncomfortable realities

Endless processes leave me chewing my finger

Grinding my teeth

Insecure and delusional

Revisiting reopening old wound

Immersed in reflection

Resisting neutrality

Motion paralyzed

I'm losing it all

There is no certainty in that which

We can never come to know

An assumption a delusion

This lack of sleep weigh on me

One for those whose eyes will never close

And through my total deseperation

I screamed into the dark night

Thought I know my word will never reach you

I'd give anything to try

To begin again

Like lead in my lung

I'm burning the wick of candle from both ends

Isn't it obvious blow the flame out