Losing My Life

Do I know you?

Yes, you do

This seems so familiar

You’re in a dream

Who are you?

I am your reflection, you’ve been asleep for a very long time

I lay awake every night

Lookin’ back on my life

Will apologies to the people I love

For the things I’ve done

Really make it right?

I guess it might

Just then I realized

My past is the reason I’m here right now

As a matter of fact I won’t apologize

You bitches always pissed

Cause I am constantly changin’

Think of how far that I've made it from my incarceration

It’s amazin’ ain’t it?

But I’m in the zone

I’m a rolling-stone

I’m coming home

But I’m not alone

Do I really got to let another motherfucker know?

No I won’t

Surrender

No I won’t

Let you bring me down

So where the hell do I go from here?

Who do I believe when everyone

Feels so insincere?

(Like everyone’s out to get me)

Who will save my life?

How do I believe in anyone?

Please don’t mind me

I just kill myself sometimes

Uh daddy?

Yes honey?

Why did you go to jail?

Uhhh

I’m a lot smarter than you think

Everything I did was planned

To get you to listen

To get your attention

So you post your opinion

And it gets me bigger

Are you triggered?

Haha figures

Here’s the kicker with every trigger

I’m gettin’ richer from offended bitter little

Twitter bitches all up in my mentions

Lookin’ for attention cause they’re starved of it

You wanna call me king of the music scene?

I got news for you I’m the God of it

(Like the second comin’)

I respawn like I have a reset button

Hated more than trump is

Ronnie Radke’s back to rappin’

Actin' ratchet release the kraken

Delete your asses I’m not the rapture

I’m the mother-fuckin’ morning after

No I won’t

Surrender

No I won’t

Let you bring me down

So where the hell do I go from here?

Who do I believe when everyone

Feels so insincere?

(Like everyone’s out to get me)

Who will save my life?

How do I believe in anyone?

Please don’t mind me

I just kill myself sometimes

I need a miracle

I’m falling way too fast

I’m sinkin’ in too deep

I need an angel now

That’s watchin’ over me

If I could just wake up

If I could make you see

I’m all alone, all alone with your sickness in me

Dad, dad, dad, wake up!

Ahh fuck what the

You were having a bad dream

Where am I? Turn the fuckin music off, who the fuck are you?!

I’m your daughter

Oh no no you’re too old to be my daughter, what year is it?

It’s 2033 dad, you’ve been asleep for a very long time

So where the fuck do I go from here?

Who do I believe when everyone

Feels so insincere?

(Like everyone’s out to get me)

Who will save my life?

How do I believe in anyone?

Please don’t mind me

'Cause I'm really trying

I just kill myself sometimes

I’m falling way too fast

I’m sinkin’ in too deep

I need an angel now

That’s watchin’ over me

If I could just wake up

If I could make you see

I’m all alone, all alone with your sickness in me

Who will save my life?

How do I believe in anyone?

Please don’t mind me

I just kill myself sometimes