My Exile

In the dimly lit room she slept in peace

I held her hands, hearing her breathe

Life is hard, do what you've got to do

That's my last night

What will happen to you?

My memory slips to other days

I already feel that I'm far gone

Time flies. My illness have to wait

Will I live to see another dawn?

It doesn't matter how hard I try

Even though I will be dying inside

I tried to tell you I’m fine but that's a lie

I'm a lonely soul in a lonely night

And the time, to make me grieve

Steals my hope and locks my door

And shakes this fragile frame at eve

I cannot have faith anymore!

I‘m out of me, inside my pain, outside my dome

How can I make you smile?

If our world is falling down!

I am in the border line of my exile