Shadowalker

60 Days of night, 20 years and I'm still not fucking fine

It's getting hard to feel

6 Feet under too late to save me, I'm not okay

One way trip to the grave will take me, I'm not okay

I’m not okay

I won’t let this take me

But I’ve been here one too many times

I know this place is fucked up darling

When it seems hard to live and so easy to die

These feelings won't go away

Tell me that I'm gonna be okay

I close my eyes and take a breath

Each one I take is one less left

Wasted youth, eternal debt

Terrified of what comes next

I'm sick of all the emptiness

Living dead amongst the rest

So tell me

Will these days ever end

Are we getting closer or lost again

I won’t let this take me

Show me the way

Will these days ever end

Are we getting closer or lost again

I won’t let this take me

Show me the way

This absence

Hey, hey, I'm not okay

Hey, hey, I'm not okay

All I want is to feel like I belong, is that so fucking wrong

I'm a wreck, I'm a mess, nothing more, nothing less

Just a waste, I feel so fucking out of place

I won’t let this take me

But I’ve been here one too many times

I know this place is fucked up darling

When it seems hard to live and so easy to die

I'm so sick of being lost in familiar places, counting the time I've wasted

Stuck in the motions I can't seem to break away, break away

Tell me I'll be fine, and this is all just in my mind,

Will these days ever end

Are we getting closer or lost again

I'm lost again