Sleepless

You question me for what I believe in

While we're all lost just trying to find meaning

The truth is in life and death

We're all subject to the same regrets

And I can't just let this go

I've tried so many times

No I can't just let this go

You'll never know what it meant to me

Sometimes forgiveness doesn't work

What you've done still scars my skin

I prayed to God for help

So I could live with your sins

But I guess he didn't hear me

So I gave into myself

And it feels so, so good

Just to be me again

I never knew how

Just how far I would go

I never knew how

Just how far I would go to show you

And I have been down for too long

And this screaming in my head

Is all your fault

So play your games and get away with it

See just how long it will take

For me to be finished with your shit

I'm not as weak as you think

Fuck

Fuck you

Open your eyes and see yourself for the cunt, you are

I'm not afraid to get dirty and red

So bring it on, bring it on

No I'm not the same as I was back then

So bring it on! Bring it on

And I have been down for too long

And this screaming in my head

Is all your fault

So play your games and get away with it

See just how long it will take

For me to be finished with your shit

I'm not as weak as you think

I never knew how

Just how far I would go

I never knew how

Just how far I would go to show you