Guilttripping

So many stars in the sky and I don't know why

They always have to fall on me

Maybe I'm blind to all of the signs

That the world never wanted me

I went outside today

Hoping the sun would burn my face

I went outside today

Hoping I'd feel something

My body's weak

It gave up on me

This time I don't think I will get out from

What I'm underneath

It's hard to believe

Another day of rain has come and gone

Don't go, she said

I wouldn't mind but I'm cold inside

I've felt this bad for so long

I'm scared I'm fine

I went outside today

Hoping the sun would burn my face

I went outside today

Hoping I'd feel something

Save room for me in memories

I'd love to always be a small part of

What makes you smile

From time to time

Just think of me and be glad I'm home

Let's close our eyes

We've got time to make each other cry

It's best this way

I'm used to being left behind

I remember a time when I felt so unlike me

I remember a time when someone could love me

I remember when I still felt alive

Don't go, she said

I wouldn't mind but I'm cold inside

I've felt so bad for so long

I'm scared I'm fine

So many stars in the sky and I don't know why

They always have to fall on me

Maybe I'm blind to all of the signs

That the world never wanted me

I went outside today

Hoping the sun would burn my face

I went outside today

Hoping I'd feel something