Invincible (feat. Atlus)

The sky turns red, the ashes fall

Are you scared to lose it all

I'm not afraid

I'm not afraid

Do you feel the winds of change

Things will never be the same

Won't sell my soul

'Cause I am invincible

I learn to accept

That I'll never be loved

Way too mentally fucked

And there ain't no end to the pain

What I been through was strenuous

Looking in the mirror what have I become

Monsters in my head try to run

Though everything that I'm hiding from

Will still appear when my eyes are shut so

Hello darkness my old friend

Better get out that violin

And cry again

I think I need a psychiatrist

Prescribing more than vitamins

For me to confide in him

About this mental torture

I don't fit in feeling like a foreigner

Never mind pain is a friend of mine

I've been so dead inside

Call me the coroner

The rigor mortis is setting in

Suicide is in my head again

Doctor I need me some medicine

I might just pop a few sedatives

But they slowly been losing their benefits

Nothing is helping

No I'm not a human a shell of myself I'm a skeleton

Though even when everything's awful

I'm someone you never should bet against

I would lay awake

Every night and pray

Mama used to say

Help was on the way

Waited for that day

But it never came

Now I'm all alone

Nothing ever changed

Go and say your prayers

Say a prayer

I been through pain and sunk so low

Never been afraid to walk alone

Can't be broke invincible

The sky turns red, the ashes fall

Are you scared to lose it all

I'm not afraid

I'm not afraid

Do you feel the winds of change

Things will never be the same

Won't sell my soul

'Cause I am invincible

I feel the heat right below my shoes

Walking through the coals

But no one knew the truth

Didn't want to go to school it's true

Used to get bullied till I was fully bruised

And blue

What I'm going through

Is too much to show to you

It's something that I'm never gonna fully do

A lot of the time

There's a lot that I'm hiding

When the wounds are now healed

But a scars still inside 'em

I do not fit in this world that was made

Sometimes it feels like I live in a cage

On the inside had a part of me die

When I was only like nine

That's when everything changed

I'm on a road that is heading for pain

Only thing I'm fitting in is my grave

No silver lining but until then I'm climbing

A heart of a lion I cannot be tamed

Not a man I'ma mystical

And when it comes to invincible

I met the quota

Meant to go to Pensacola

But I missed the boat and left the ocean

Hit the road

Then went through the winter cold

Was miserable but still I had to keep that invincible

I ain't a prince never kissed a toad

Had principles

And now I'm about to crack the Da Vinci Code

I would lay awake

Every night and pray

Mama used to say

Help was on the way

Waited for that day

But it never came

Now I'm all alone

Nothing ever changed

Go and say your prayers

Say a prayer

I been through pain and sunk so low

Never been afraid to walk alone

Can't be broke invincible

The sky turns red, the ashes fall

Are you scared to lose it all

I'm not afraid

I'm not afraid

Do you feel the winds of change

Things will never be the same

Won't sell my soul

'Cause I am invincible