Suicide Note

Fuck the world!

I’m out this bitch

Twenty years of the of bull-shit

Twenty years in this

Heh, well, yo

You could tell God I quit

Throw in the towel, I’m, spent

Every last dollar’s spent

I don’t got a God damn cent

Rock Bottom

Yeah

I’m still poppin’ them Kolonopin

'Cause

Everything that I’ve worked toward, was peanuts

In the grand scheme of

My life, and it hurts more

When I grew up worshipping in Jesus

Whoo!

I’m livin’ a nightmare

Yeah

But I like scary

Suicidal thoughts

Guess tonight

I’ll be peace-in’ outta here

It’s a cold world, ain’t it?

And there ain’t no savior

When you scream messiah

But at night you dancin’ with Satan

And the plan was simple, I’d sell my soul and be famous

See the plan was simple until we made our first payment

Now, face it

We are just human by nature

So why are we ruinin’ nature?

It’s human nature

Money done changed us

Gave us

Evil and hatred

But, we’re not inherently racist

I blame the country that raised us

Mason

Media’s keeping us brainless

Feeding us cheap entertainment

'Cause they know that knowledge is dangerous

And knowledge is probably

The brunt of my anger

Aim this

Gun at my brains

With one in the chamber

Ah

So fuck the world!

I’ve had it

Any last words?

Yeah

Donald Trump’s a faggot!

Goodbye cruel world

I know

I was no saint

Father before I go

Forgive all my anger

The dirt on my soul

My final payment

The suicide note

Goodbye cruel world

I look to the sky

Without a tear in my eye

I don’t know where I’ll be goin’

(Revolver Spinning)

Not a reason to cry

I’ll be at peace when I die

This is my suicide note

You done gave it all you had kid

But we told you from the start

That nobody’d give a fuck about your raps

Cause you suck, bombastic

Fuck you Luke Gawne

You wasted the future we could have had

It’s tragic

God

And you must hate me, I know

Like what the fuck you doing, chasin’ rap?

I don’t know

But it’s time

I can’t wait no more

I been on my grind

Laid it all on the line

I’m going for broke!

Rap was my callin’

Everything that I’ve wanted

But to be honest

All I wanted

Was to make a better life for my mama

So father

Please

Before the light

If I could make it through the night

Without my life being squandered

A little bit longer

I promise

I’ll take my shot and accept

The consequences that follow

I’ve pondered the impossible odds

And God

If I fail on this conquest

Falter and fall to the bottom

A starving artist

Impoverished

Just know

That I’m sorry

For what I’ve failed to accomplish

But if I conquer, persevere, and show the world what I got just

Then maybe we can re-write the storybook of Luke Gawne

The kid who hit rock bottom

Died

And came back to life

Inspired and decided to fight

To get another try, it’s that time

I’m hyped

My final ride, it’s like

What if this the last song I write?

There’s so much left to say

Quick

Lemme get a mic

I’d like to address my family, friends, and fans

Who was on my side

I’ll love you guys

Until the day the Sun don’t rise

And for the one’s who lied

And prayed for my demise

Then say goodbye

Goodbye cruel world

When it’s over

And the

Legends are told

Will I then

Bask in eternal status

Or ash the inferno

Don’t ask me a word

I’m too passionate

But passed being heard

I done smashed ever hurdle

I passed

While still lapping in circles

It ain’t no accident

I crashed into the girder of rap

Just to assure I murder each track

Got back up

Wiped the dirt off my back

And

This isn’t suicide

It’s simply do or die

A goodbye to the future

I once knew but threw aside

Goodbye cruel world

I know

I was no saint

Father before I go

Forgive all my anger

The dirt on my soul

My final payment

The suicide note

Goodbye cruel world

I look to the sky

Without a tear in my eye

I don’t know where I’ll be goin’

Not a reason to cry

I’ll be at peace when I die

This is my suicide note