Choices

I don't wanna leave home

But my house has fallen down

I don't wanna be alone

But there's no one else around

I don't wanna make a noise

But the silence is killing me

(I don't wanna move to another tune

But around us, is a ring of roses circling me)?

I still have choices

I don't wanna swim

But my boat is capsizing

I don't wanna keep running

But the ground, is a fire still burning

I don't wanna lose

But I have nothing left to gamble

I don't wanna beg

(But I don't wanna fall down, cry again and again and again.....)?

I still have choices

We still have choices

I don't wanna walk away

But I really don't know how to stay

I don't wanna stay the same

But what goes on behind my close door, I say "I don't know"

I don't wanna look

But avoiding it's even more perverted

I don't wanna hate

But trusting you gathers all my rage

I still have choices

I still have choices

I don't wanna carry your jealous void, but time can suffocate the vibration of your voice

I don't wanna be told

But independence is hard to hold

I don't wanna pretend

But don't want to remember way back then

I don't wanna die

(But I don't want to live, not really a lie)?

I still have choices

I still have choices

I still have choices

I still have choices