Don't Have Kids

I want stability with no strings attached

'Cause I'm the burnt out kid at the back of the class

When all the kids would point and laugh at my weight

And I'd be clenching my fist hoping to put it through the back of their face

I hope you all die

A very painful death my friends

'Cause when that bell rings

No the nightmare doesn't end it just begins

It's been a long time coming

I just want one household to grow up in

And everything looks better

With my face buried deep in my warm black sweater

It's time, gotta stand up for myself

Hey, can you hear me? I need help

Do people just forget the things

That happened when they were a kid

Or should they carry over and be fresh

In their minds to shape how they live?

Hey, you yell at me

Tell me all the things that you want me to be

You came down the stairs and asked me if I was tough

And pushed me against the wall, is this family love?

I hit as hard as I could, grabbed my shit and then left

Why did I ever think you could love me

Enough to give me respect?

Now I'm just the kid who didn't find his place

And found out all the things you hate

Are all the things you can't change