Family Reunion

You're making me sick

You're making me anxious

I wish I could think of some reference to tie in my head

Is coming under distress

Why can the kids who sat and judged me

Now cling to all their lovely little things

And claim they've always been saints

I don't buy a word they say, I don't buy it

So crawl back into a hole

And convince yourself you're so lovable

You're all so good at that

So crawl back into a hole

And convince yourself you're so lovable

You're all so good at that

My father's father died before him

And his father's father before

I'd hate to break the chain

There's nothing complex about my traits

History projects I'll die alone and overweight, not a mistake

You think you're better than me?

I swear I could cut off my whole family

Always loved them, but definitely always more concerned about my well being

Know what I mean?

I'm not the article you share without reading the whole page

Every detail about me is grueling and I hope to keep it that way

So set the stage then dim the lights cause I wanna make this

Dramatic to add validity to all the feelings I'm left with

And as these thoughts rattle in my brain

For what seems like my whole life

I'll never get a grasp on what my family could have been like

It's all so repetitive

Am I ready for the death of it?

Grandma you're dead and you'll always will be sorry

Dad didn't respect you, you know it kills me

Your husband's still alive and yeah he's losing his mind bit by bit

I think dad feels it, mortality and regret and I can feel it too

Waiting for it