Finale

Find something to use my words with

But I can never make them fit just right

Maybe for tonight a push for good signs

And all of the times

I've waited to make up my mind

Stay attached to the way you live

Make it harder just to leave here

So I won't ever give

Into impulse fed by momentary

Mental discomfort temporary

Bleed the feeling until you can stand still

Sure, I was bullied when I was younger but

Why do I care what they think?

Sure, my dad had a huge chip on his shoulder

But why did it impact me?

Hell yeah, a friend was dead and family lost, but I'm still here

Spilling my woes without taking action or a step in the right direction

Can you feel me? I feel like I'm barely here

Like my presence only exists when I try to let it

I'm trying

Stay attached to the way you live

Make it harder just to leave here

So I won't ever give

Into impulse fed by momentary

Mental discomfort temporary

Bleed the feeling until you can stand still

What do I look like? A super human being

Who can harden his mind and shed off everything

With a half forced okay smile, I guess

I'll try, but what's the point if I'm gone tomorrow?

To feel better I'll convince myself I have a soul

Is that what could make me more lovable?

The notion that there's something concealed within my chest

I'll try to pry it out and show 'em I've got nothing left

Tell me the worst thing that's ever happened to you

I wanna know wanna know I wanna know the truth

Why do you even wake up?

What makes us still try to survive

When we're already barely alive?

How do they do it?

They always just keep waking up

Every morning just to rob the world of its love

It makes me sick it makes me weak, I can't breath

Hopefully I can choke and pass in my sleep

I don't wanna have kids 'cause I don't wanna see their face

When they realize they're stuck and have to live inside this place

Same old kid and same old story

I'll pin my note to the door and you'll find it in the morning

Same old kid, same story

(Same old kid, same story!)