Front Row Seats

I’ve always stood on my two feet

I never thought that I could be

Someone who didn’t have a purpose

Or a good personality

I guess the church just fucked me up

When I was young, I used to love

Dreaming of what I might become

And how I’d never be alone

So if you’re hearing this, I don’t care

I’m fucking selfish, yeah, I swear

I’d always ask: What could I be?

No answer ever came back to me

Life is pointless

It is worthless

To try to impress anyone

'Cause they are the same

My life is pointless

And I'm worthless

I can never tell if I’m making progress

Making progress

Faking progress

Let’s be honest, I’ll never make it

Making progress

Faking progress

Let’s be honest, I’ll never make it

I'll never make it

So if you’re hearing this, I don’t care

I’m fucking selfish, yeah, I swear

I’d always ask: What could I be?

No answer ever came back to me

And if I end it all tonight

Would you please never ask why?

'Cause if you open your eyes

Hell is real, we have arrived