Custom Hell

Night drive on the north side

You're like: How did we get this far?

My minds so loud, such a tough crowd

Drown it out, wishin' I could hit restart

I never want you to see me like this

See me get caught up in all of my shit, uh

Too tired and I'm tongue tied

I'm like: How did we get this far?

Lookin' at traffic lights, I'm racing through my mind

Maybe my heart's too icy to hold

Puttin' my blinders on, blurring my right from wrong

You think I know it all, but I don't

When you say you want me

I'm planning out my way out the door

When you start ignoring, that's when I'll be begging for more

If you say you're fallin', you're gonna end up hittin' the floor

So I tell myself this is my custom hell

'Cause when you say you need me

I'm shot gun in the getaway car

As soon as you leave me, I'm wondering about where you are

You can try to fix me, nobody has gotten too far

So I tell myself this is my custom hell

My custom hell, oh

My custom hell, oh

I got my own Eve deep inside me

Enemy doing whatever she wants, I'll plead

Dante, promise I'll pay my days

Learning how to right my wrongs

I never want you to see me like this

See me get caught up in all of my shit

We both know I'm a side show, riding solo when I go too far

Looking at iron gates, stuck in my same old ways

Wondering if I'll change if I won't, yeah (if I won't)

Taking my blinders off, look at the damage done

You'd think I know it all, but I don't (but I don't)

When you say you want me

I'm planning out my way out the door

When you start ignoring, that's when I'll be begging for more

If you say you're fallin', you're gonna end up hittin' the floor

So I tell myself this is my custom hell

'Cause when you say you need me

I'm shot gun in the getaway car

As soon as you leave me, I'm wondering about where you are

You can try to fix me, nobody has gotten too far

So I tell myself this is my custom hell, my custom hell

My custom hell, oh

My custom hell, oh