Drown In My Nihilism

All the decisions that I made, which led me to this place

Where not wrong nor right, but urgent!

And as far as my feet will carry me

And as long as my heart still beats

Thi is its rhythm, this is its beat!

As the last leaves touched the ground beneath my hands

This summer ended before I could find my way back home

It seems I'm still not ready for this journey to end

But somehow I'm sorry to've left you out there all alone

You call it home, I call it isolation

You call it love, I call it a prison of mirrors

You call it security, I call it last respite

You call it life, I call it dystopia

Once you've heard, that these stories could be true

Now listen, this one will fucking destroy you

All that's out in this world is just a lie

Except the pain of pure hearts and those sad songs

That make you wanna die

But the sea of memories that devoured me

Is not as deep as the lake you'll drown in

These are my last words, I wish I could burn my eyes

Like all the other faceless names bury mine too behind oaken trees

And drown in my nihilism!