Thanatos

Childhood ends and all our dear friends leave the town

That we were born in and grew up all together

Yearling is over, but it’s quite hard for me to be cheerfull about it

Cause the loss of secureness beggars my confidence by far

Within the end of every day I get more paranoid

By the certainty of mortality and death

Lunatic, I know, but just because I‘m paranoid

Doesn’t mean they are not after me at all

It’s beyond me and concerning

And just that I know makes me grieve so deeply

I don’t think we can start all over again

It’s a safe bet, cause nothing will ever change

Sometimes things have to fall apart to make way for better ones

This happens for sorts of different reasons and most for the wrong

Sometimes I’m on the brink to stab my heart because of this sadness

But everything happens for a reason, whether we like it or not

This life dulled me abysmally and crowned me the king of shards

Kept sucking me dry till there was nothing left but a mortal apparel

The sons of apathy consigned their souls to escort me

They won‘t see nor find me among their shadows

I’m a ghost now

At least this claiming of death means nothing

And also life in a sort is just a fallacy

I said before, to love, to die

All rigged in advance, merciless devastating illusions

What you call love or affection is just a figment

Someday you’ll see, I was so damn right

Distorted reflections, Daggers cutting lacerations

A lifelong tragedy, scavenging vultures!