Fort Collins

Yeah, early 2014 I was on the knock madness tour

I was mad about it, I half-assed my album cause I really didn't know what I was rapping for

I was going through a break up and that was hard

I wasn't in my right mind, nigga that's for sure

Every night I was praying and I would ask the lord

To please give me strength, so I don't slam the door on my fans

But no luck I was stuck

Even though a nigga had a plus size buzz

I didn't even know who the fuck I was

I tried so hard to see a plus side, but

I couldn't find the spark inside the dark

Even with my crew saying nice remarks

It felt like some darts were stuck inside my heart

I was thinking that a brand new life's the start

But I couldn't leave, I made a commitment

On my off time the fans invaded my business

So I started feeling a gang of resentment

Flipping on everybody when they ain't even did shit

I needed to go home and gather my thoughts

I didn't wanna suicide as the result

So the night at my fort collins show before I hit the stage

I left through the back for a walk and no one saw

I thought I was going up to the store to get a drink or somethin'

And a voice had told me to keep walking

And do not step foot on that stage for nothing

So I kept on walking

Then I camped out up in an abandoned house

I hated this rap shit and I hated my life

The spotlight does that when you can't get out

Cause I been on this road, tryna get high from my low

Won't somebody tell me where to go, please cause I don't know

I might be crazy, living life like a circus ape that's strapped into a car seat

And I'm hoping that y'all can forgive me, fort collins, I'm sorry

Fort collins, I'm sorry, fort collins, I'm sorry

Fort collins, I'm sorry, fort collins, I'm sorry

(Money and the fame)

(Money and the fame)

It just doesn't feel so right lately

(Money and the fame)

Don't know where I'm going tonight baby

(Money and the fame)

It just doesn't feel so right

Don't know where I'm going tonight

Someone guide me to the light, please

I got a girl back home, yeah

God know she the sweetest thing on earth

I can't sleep on her

But there's too many women on tour and I try not to cheat on her

Man, my options for pussy are unrealistic

There's bitches who'd give up a lung for this dick

My music be leaving 'em sprung and twisted

The average nigga would have fun with this shit, that's real

Here is a secret, you don't have to keep it between you and I

Upcoming rappers who 'bout to be touring, I promise the road will eat you alive

But you know that shit when you rise

And by no surprise, I'm not gon' feed into the lies

No, I'm not gon' say that you wrong

But I'm not gon' say that you right, it's hard to keep quiet

When all I do is hold you down

If I ain't know you then, well I feel like I know you now

I know you had a little doubt, but to hop off stage and find out

You done walked out, and you not taking nobody calls

You don't wanna deal with it

But I'm looking at these fans like damn there's a lot of y'all

You got me tripping with the bodyguard

Like "nigga, how the fuck you lose the headliner?"

Now I don't care that you left the show

I just wish you woulda let me know

Cause I don't know if you've been kidnapped

Or know somebody from the city where they live at

But, the way you went about it make it hard for me to feel bad

Honestly it made a nigga real mad

Cause I'm texting you like hop the devil just testing you

When fort collins got respect for you

And that's why the next day, you was like

Cause I been on this road, tryna get high from my low

Won't somebody tell me where to go, please cause I don't know

I might be crazy, living life like a circus ape that's strapped into a car seat

And I'm hoping that y'all can forgive me, fort collins, I'm sorry

Fort collins, I'm sorry, fort collins, I'm sorry

Fort collins, I'm sorry, fort collins, I'm sorry

(Money and the fame)

(Money and the fame)

It just doesn't feel so right lately

(Money and the fame)

Don't know where I'm going tonight baby

(Money and the fame)

It just doesn't feel so right

Don't know where I'm going tonight

Someone guide me to the light, please