Ill Mind Six: Old Friend

I remember the first time you overdosed

A fuckin overload on meth

The paramedics saved yo ass

You was close to ghost

You never did know which road to go

Its like you rowed the boat and sailed away and hoped to hit the golden coast

But you sank like the Titanic

The incident had left your life damaged

And thats when I panicked

You thought you had it locked?

Well you ain't on the right planet

If you tryna live your life right, plan it

Its like your mind vanished

Ain't you'on't even know that

I wish that we could go back

Cuz it's so sad when I tell jokes and you don't laugh like you used to

I really hate to stress it but you're strange to mess with

I keep my distance cuz you always got this blank expression

Like you confused and unaware of your surroundings

Emotions are gone, and no ones found it

Its overwhelming

Yo mama told you that drugs are bad

But you ain't listen till the burned yo ass now you understand!

But you always look like you don't know me

And I'm mad at the world cuz the meth took away my homie

Gimme back my homie, Please come home!

I just wanna chill on the neighborhood block like we used to

Where'd you go?

I never would've thought my best friend would be gone in the future

(But I was wrong)

I shoulda stopped you when I had the chance to do so!

But back then I had felt like that was too bold

You started hanging with new folks

And made the drug environment your new home

This world is too cold

Could I have prevented this?

Who knows

They convinced you that the shit was cool and it's the thing to do

Saying it would lift your mood and make you feel invincible

So you started skippin' school, hangin' with these wicked dudes

Unaware that when you got older you played the bigger fool!

And it's pitiful, where the fuck they at now?

In they mid twenties, passed out inside of a crack house

Back when you met 'em I had doubts

They put you on a bad route

And when you needed they help to pick you up, they fuckin' backed out!

They fuckin' got you, I can't lie

But now you're brains fried

You don't even act like you the same guy

Yo mama told you that drugs are bad

But you ain't listen till the fire burned yo ass now you understand!

But you always look like you don't know me

And I'm mad at the world cuz the meth took away my homie

Gimme back my homie, Please come home!

I just wanna chill on the neighborhood block like we used to

Where'd you go?

I never would've thought my best friend would be gone in the future

(But I was wrong)

I ain't never felt this shit before

It gets me sore

I reminisce on us playin' Nintendo 64

And that Christmas in '97 we got new crispy boards

And we was doin' Ollie's in my kitchen on the slippy floors

Shit changed, and it happened quick

But I can't forget that you was the first homie I started rappin' wit

You coulda had half of this back when I had established it

But now I have to sit and feel bad

Look at what yo actions did

But you were so outgoing, and so hysterical

Seein' you now is just unbearable

It's terrible

You shoulda made yo choices wisely

Fuckin' with Poison Ivy

Without yo brain, please tell me, what would your point in life be?

It's a struggle to get yo ass to listen

You really hurt me and the rest of your family with all your bad decisions

We always told you that drugs are bad

But you ain't listen till the fire burned yo ass, now you understand

But you always look like you don't know me

And I'm mad at the world cuz the meth took away my homie

Gimme back my homie, Please come home!

I just wanna chill on the neighborhood block like we used to

Where'd you go?

I never would've thought my best friend would be gone in the future

(But I was wrong)

Excuse me, do you need a ride?

Looks like you're going downtown yes

(Yeah, yeah, yeah)

Hop in my ride

Well hi, I'm Chris Dolmeth

I'm your best friend

(Chris Dolmeth)

I'm all you need

(Chris Dolmeth)

If you wanna succeed

Hop in my ride

Well hi, I'm Chris Dolmeth