Wait For It

All I can ask is that we stay like this forever

Because I've spent a decade just wishing that we could

Fantasies were unmet, and we never kept our promises

This time I swear I have it figured out for good

You can be found in the cheapest and sweetest of bottles

I have ever swallowed down

I'd rather have you than this spinning room

That smells like cheap booze and perfume

When you wrote me off, I wrote a song about a holocaust

You were the premise that dropped the melody into my head

Like a bomb that falls and spreads itself across the harbor of my heart

Destroying every single vessel in the bay

I feel the same way

Cheated, depleted

A once-boastful army defeated by a play-Judas bullet to the lips

Just check the tube of your ChapStick

It's shaped the same

I shape myself around you

But you never take the blame

I was two hundred and oh

My God, you came around last minute

Brought the loss to me

I missed the trophy wife

Please, can you help me?

I'd say to my family

If you would ever settle down and realize that it's always been me