God's Plan

I been down this road but wasn't truly feeling safe

I been down and out but never thought of losing faith

I know he walking with me, I hear him talking with me

It's out of my hands now, this is God's plan

And if I'm almost gone, tell em that my hope is strong

I'll be running too him welcome me with open arms

Broken promises have truly thought I'm in defense

Which are the only one that ever knew how much it meant

I wish music was my passion to the very end

It was the window to my soul and you were peaking in

I never had a second chance I wasn't planning for it

That's why it's hard to let it go and get a handle on it

I just want a chance to rap not be a back-up man

But I don't wanna be a stat I have a back-up plan

I'm just hoping I can rhyme so I can make a mends

If they just open up they minds and let a nigga in

They say you practice what'chu preach I'm in a different class

You see I'm speaking what'chu teach and walk a different path

This is the meaning of my life and I can be the spark

So I can finally see the light and I can leave the dark

But ain't no rushing getting there so tell em save a place

There's just food for the soul just gotta say my grace

But I ain't try'na see the pain that's on my mother face

If I gotta lead before I'm thinking what a waste

I know it's meant for me to do it I just make the case

There's always room for some improvement I just make the space

That's why I'm writing for my heart and try'na make it last

Put my problems down a paper y'all just do the math

There's a war within my conscience and I fight about it

That's why I think before I speak it and I write about it

And I won't lie about it, just needed motivation

And I can't cry about it, just need a lil patience

So I'm exercise, not over annualizing

All of you understand and never under minded

But I ain't try'na preach or either make a scripture of it

This is my masterpiece and I will paint a picture of it

Angels keep whispering you're too close to the edge

The demons is trying to drag me off the edge

Father forgive me I'm trying to keep my head

But I wanna say yes, I wanna say yes