Just Like The Rest

I'm on the roof of an office building,

on a railing of a bridge. Not even a razorblade

made me feel or sense anything.

I don't belong in this body,

I don't belong in this life.

Don't wanna wake up to the cold morning and

take another beating.

I just wanna be loved, like everybody does.

Without feeling guilty and ashamed.

I just wanna get drunk, like everybody does.

Without feeling like a loaded gun.

I'm the creep in the corner,

I'm the stain on your shirt.

I guess I would be better off dead

than on your way.

I wanna jump in front of the freight train,

or maybe just get on it.

Ride on to the new day dawning

and would never be found.

I just wanna be loved, like everybody does.

Without feeling guilty and ashamed.

I just wanna get drunk, like everybody does.

Without feeling like a loaded gun.

I don't wanna see the day I turn seventeen.

Why couldn't I be just like the rest?

I can never be free,

I'm trapped inside of me.

Please put me out of my misery.