Truly alone

(Violent J)

There ain't nobody asking me, where I've been

There ain't nobody that would name me, as a friend

There ain't nobody that's dropping by, to say hi

There ain't nobody that's caring whether, I live or die

I have nobody to tell about, my growing angers

I have nobody to tell about me, following strangers

There ain't nobody making sure, I'm taking, all of my pills

There ain't nobody slowing me down, and keeping me still

I'm truly alone

(Chorus)

They say a man can only be alone for so long

before the man's mind is gone (truly alone)

They say a man can only be alone for so long

before the man's mind is gone (I'm so alone)

They say a man can only be alone for so long

before the man's mind is gone (truly alone)

They say a man can only be alone for so long

before the man's mind is gone

There ain't nobody telling me, not to jump off

There ain't nobody telling me, not to chop your block off

I get so bloody, I ruin, all of my clothes

I get so bloody, I sit, in the dark alone

I have nobody, to tell about, my dark fantasies

I have nobody, to tell about, my dark realities

There ain't nobody around me, nobody wanna be friends

I get so bloody, all on me, the mess never ends

I'm truly alone

(Chorus)

They say a man can only be alone for so long

before the man's mind is gone (truly alone)

They say a man can only be alone for so long

before the man's mind is gone (I'm so alone)

They say a man can only be alone for so long

before the man's mind is gone (truly alone)

They say a man can only be alone for so long

before the man's mind is gone

I walked into a Super K, and went into the back

I started asking questions, and checkin out the chainsaw rack

They had a test model, I pulled the cord and got it running

Turned the blade on the kid working, and blood started gunnin

What the fuck am I doing?

I dropped the shit and started cryin

I made it down two aisles, before some hero clotheslined me

I got up grabbed a shovel, and stabbed him in the gut

I pulled it out, and hammered it across his nug

I'm hearin' sirens goin off, it's no blue light specials

I turned murderer, takin in the daily life pressures

But fuck that now, all y'all gonna know me

See me on tv, be like "look there go my homie!"

I'm more than lonely, I'm lost

Lives are the cost

I just beat some bitch in the head, stabbed her twice, and took off

They can't find me, I'm hiding in a flannel coat rack

I jump out and attack, and put a gash in your neck

I finally made it to the front door, and to the parking lot

That's when I got shot, a lot

I got caught

Police with bullets, and more bullets, pluggin' me deep

I'm seein flashes, hearin screaming, and it's all over me

I see a crowd of people, being held behind police tape

All watching me die, I think I made no mistake

I finally got some recognition, dyin' on my knees

Ready for hell,

Because compared to my life, it should be an ease