Reason To Care

It's happening again, I'm losing everything I cared about

Even though they are still around me, I'm describing this

Among the hate and hurt 'cause it the moment

It could seem like there is nothing worse, I've got words

On paper but solutions, I could never learn

No one's ever seen me at my very worst

No ones ever asked me how I'm doing like they're checking in

Maybe I'm the one to blame when I think about it

I don't do it either

Guess it works both ways, now I see it, how I should have seen it

What I could have done, told you how I really felt

I wonder if it would've helped if you told me now

What you told me then

All the things you wanted to get out when you were in pain

Betting on my life I wouldn't feel the same

I know what you really wanna say

Do you wish that everything was different? I don't feel the same

Wishing I could look past what I lost and never stayed

Now I'm living in between trying to figure out this pain

I'm reminded why I stay inside I don't wanna leave

They're telling me I need to work on it, I'll take the leap

But It's difficult when all you see is bad in everything

Yeah how can I show love when that word to me stings

And how can I be loved when the person I think that I am

Is really how they see me, most days I don't wanna be me

False hope, living that way, for the most part, no it's never easy

I need a reason to care

I need a reason to care

Without this, I'm lost in the mirror

I'm just a lost interference

I need a reason to care

Give me a reason to care

I need a reason to wake up

That's more just selling a record to them

I need a reason to care

I need a reason to care

Without this, I'm lost in the mirror

I'm just a lost interference

I need a reason to care

Give me a reason to care

I need a reason to wake up

That's more just selling a record to them

Nothing has just changed just dreams made real

And it feels how it did when I started this

Something so small might be a big deal

'Cause I know what we had and I know what Is happening

Mind playing tricks gotta step back

Take a look at everything that we built from scratch

Scared that it’ll never be enough

What I have and what I am, do they really understand?

Will, it ever make sense, when there is much sense

To be made of this

People come and go but the music always stick

Wishing we could talk but it has been a while

Tryna figure out what is wrong when it's been a couple of years

Since we last spoke feeling like a whole new man

That you don't know

You tell me that you care so much but you don't show it

What you tryna do to me feels like I'm losing it

I don't want to do this again so truthfully

I don't want to care today

I've been thinking lately what I've been afraid to say

What if all of this was never meant to stay?

And everything I'm feeling now? Will follow me to the grave

I don't fully understand what I've been feeling today

I'm tryna deal with it alone and that's my biggest mistake

We all struggle, doesn't matter who you are we're the same

Overtime it's all blur and it's beginning to fade, why?

I need a reason to care

I need a reason to care

Without this, I'm lost in the mirror

I'm just a lost interference

I need a reason to care

Give me a reason to care

I need a reason to wake up

That's more just selling a record to them

I need a reason to care

I need a reason to care

Without this, I'm lost in the mirror

I'm just a lost interference

I need a reason to care

Give me a reason to care

I need a reason to wake up

That's more just selling a record to them