At Least Understand

I only hope you understand

The invigoration

That has filled me

Within' these

Past coming years

I have felt more

Than any other living

Being on this earth

I was born with a resentment

Only few can understand

But to capture everything

I'm yearning

For within' this moment

Is a feat most men

Can't comprehend

Within' their lifetime

I have fallen

From grace in your eyes

Only to ache

From the will to return

To the place in your heart

I know i've captivated

Something in you

After all these years

If you can't see

At least understand

I don't believe

That i have ever seen

Your eyes look so tired

In my mind

It's better

If we both take time apart

And fix ourselves

If i decide to reunite

With an old friend

Or make amends

Or just pretend

To be alright

With who you are

Well i'm not