Lowest Point

I'm on my lowest point, I'm on my lowest point

God, I need you more than ever

I need to hear your voice

I don't know what to say

I don't know how to feel

I've looked over so many things

Can you tell me when I'm gonna heal?

I wonder when I'm going to stand up for myself

Stand for the things I believe in

Who's gonna tell me they love me and mean it?

Who can I trust? No one keep any secrets

You said I could trust you, I ended up bleeding

And you ended up leaving, you ended up leaving

No star's gonna shine forever

No sky lives without any storm

There's always a cloud in the summer

Is it love if nobody endures?

Is it love when you tell me you love me at night when you want to feel warm?

Is it love when I tell you I love you so you don't feel hurt anymore?

Is it love if the love ain't the same anymore?

There's pain in my chest, it won't leave me alone

Didn't need much, just don't leave me alone

Cars, planes, and boats, this feeling just don't wanna go

Feels like I'm outta control, feel like I'm losing my mind

Feels like I'm outta my mind

They say time heals everything

Feels like I'm outta time, yeah

Why is it always me? Why is it always me?

Why is it when I'm hurt I send the apology?

My heart is my greatest strength

Right now it's my greatest weakness

The deepest cuts you won't never see

Sometimes we don't even see it

Sometimes I get in my car just to drive

Sometimes I feel like I'm not alive

Sometimes I look up to Heaven like

Is there a ladder to climb?

Put on my forehead

I'm fine

I don't got too many friends

Every day I just sit in my room

Some people will knock on my door

But I'm sorry, don't got any room

People come in, they eventually leave

Starting to think that maybe it's me

Like maybe this is just all I'ma be

Ruin the good thing then put it in music

Rewind and repeat

This is my lowest point

This is my lowest moment

There's always remains of the past

They live in all of us, every moment

Learning to live with them

Learning to deal with them

Learning you can't just let 'em go

Why do things just disappear when you pass a certain road?

I wrote you a text, I'm scared to send it

Kinda don't want you to read it

'Cause if I send it to you now

I know I'ma say I don't mean it, yeah

Let me sleep

I am tired of my grief

Ay, I don't know man, I'm just tired

And I would like you

If you're not gonna keep promises

Don't make some in the first place

To love me, to love me, to love me

I guess it's always just me in the end, huh?

This is the night when these woods sigh

Yeah, I don't know; that's it, I'm done