Running Crazy

See I’m scared for tomorrow

Yeah can’t get over the past

And it seems like this smile

Is becoming more of a mask

Can’t rejuvenate the energy

That I thought that I had

I’m losing vision of the place

I just been working to have

Just been guessing these questions

Have them? Pressing and stressing?

My adolescents revolved around the same set of lessons

But I can’t get it right

Cause I’ve been losing sight

Cause what’s the point of dreaming, if you ain’t sleeping right

3am and exhausted

But I’m just lying awake

Thinking of something to say

But I think I’m going insane

Cause I can’t live in the moment

When I’ve been stuck in my brain

I’ve been trying to change for the better

But everything’s been the same

Cause I don’t know where I’m going

Can’t look back where I been

I don’t believe in meant to be’s

Cause I decide who I am

So I’m deciding to go, make the jump, give it all

Cause happiness is made

When you can smile if you fall

And I don’t know, if things are gonna to last

I’m running crazy, and I know I’m gonna crash

So if I leave, will you remember me

Or can we go back, to the way things used to be

Looking for that glimmer of light

Inside the darkest storm, an open war

Working towards that happiness I'm searching for

Repeating questions, like will this ever happen?

I’m stressing all the time, hell

Where’s the satisfaction

Cause believe me I’ve tried

Feels like a thousand of times

That I, tell my Ma, it’s coming

Even with her doubtful eye

Should I set this aside

Can someone give me a sign

Cause am I chasing a future

Or am I just wasting my time

Cause I’m full of doubt

And I can’t get them out

I wanna give you everything, feel like I’mma drown

Place my heart into the fire

Now all I’m feeling, is tired

I’ve been trying to set my mind higher

But can’t stop losing desire

Cause what if I never make it

What if this doesn’t work

Second guessing every move, rewriting every verse

Cause everything is just a maybe

And lately been running crazy

My vision’s getting hazy

And I can’t see what’s ahead, am I Gone?

And I don’t know, if things are gonna to last

I’m running crazy, and I know I’m gonna crash

So if I leave, will you remember me

Or will we go back, to the way things used to be