What's The Plan

Yeah

It's just another day

It's just another night

Locked inside my room

Till it realy hurts to write

Tryna make the thouhgts in my mind come to live

With trashcan full of papers

I can never get it right

I tell myself I'ma be fine

I'm only 17, but how long does take till you hear 43

Need make it soon

But what does that realy mean

I'm showing everybody that it wasn't all just make believe

That's what they all told me

That's what they all said

And sometimes

I realy dig it up inside my head

And sometimes

I didn't try to get up from my bed

Thinking to myself

Is it really just a dead end?

Waiting all these wishes

Whie I'm doing all these dishes

Fishing for a sing

Or something that I'm missing

Doing all I can

I hope you really understand

I know where I'm headed

But I gotta know what's the plan

What's the plan

Cause lately I don't even know where we stand

And I'm tryna to figure out just who I am

Is it ok if you give me a hand

And I don't know what to do

I really don't know what to do

I'm feeling that I'm bound to lose

Stranded where I stand, yeah

I gotta know what's the plan

Girl, you know I love you from the start

But I know where we heading, yeah

It's tearing us apart

I care for you to much

To be ripping out your heart

But I care for you to much

For us to be apart

Missed phone calls

Voice mails and old texts

I know I'm not around

But I'm tryna do my best

Wanna give you more

And yet I'm provinding less

I've been stressing for what's next

I've been living like a mess, but

I guess for now we're just free falling

I know you hope it's just a long way down

And if we go and just keep faling

Sooner or later girl

We're gonna hit the ground

I'm losting in your eyes

I'm losting in your eyes

No wonder how we disregard

All of them lies

We've running for so long, yeah

When do we fly?

If you don't see a future

Then why do you try

I guess it's how it is maybe someday you will see

If we don't plan it out, I thing we're not mean to be

This ain't freshman year, now we're turning 18

We've gotta face reality this ain't a day dream

Girl, I love you so much, yeah

I love you so much

And I can never get enough

From all the good to be rough

Yeah, doing all I can

I hope you really understand

I know were I'm headed

But I gotta know what's the plan

What's the plan

Cause lately I don't even know where we stand

And I'm tryna to figure out just who I am

Is it okay if you give me a hand

And I don't know what to do

I really don't know what to do

I'm feeling that I'm bound to lose

Stranded where I stand, yeah

I gotta know what's the plan