Help

I'm sick of feeling like shit, sick of feeling like this

Had some positivity inside of me, I lost it

What the fuck was I complaining for when I had everything I ever needed

Used to wake up to it then, now all I ever do is dream it

Don't try to help me now

Don't wanna hear a thing I'd rather burn than drown

Never gave a fuck about nobody else, I only care about myself

At least that's what I been told, fuck you too

Lookin' at these people like who are you

How could you say that

Not one to complain but

I am sick of this pain

Am I the only one out there

That's looking for somewhere

To get away from everybody?

I don't wanna go back

Pop a bunch of pills

Until my vision goes black

I try to tell myself that I got so much to live for

I'm tired of being this way

I'm sick of feeling like shit, sick of feeling like this

Had some positivity inside of me, I lost it

What the fuck was I complaining for when I had everything I ever needed

Used to wake up to it then, now all I ever do is dream it

Come back to my senses

Finger on the trigger, wouldn't that be so senseless?

Throw it all away and leave em left with just pictures

People never cared but now they posting I miss you's

The pressure's building up I'm nauseous weak and exhausted

Don't ever get too close to me just keep your distance be cautious

I feel like I'm exploding internally hopeless, I'm choking and hoping

Death is approaching me soon as possible hopefully

I'm sorry what I feel I say

Nobody understands unless you feel this way

Numb to everything but I can still feel grey

I'm tired of being this way

I'm sick of feeling like shit, sick of feeling like this

Had some positivity inside of me, I lost it

What the fuck was I complaining for when I had everything I ever needed

Used to wake up to it then, now all I ever do is dream it

Why me?

Put it all behind me

Thought I'd get away from it

But its right here beside me

Will I ever catch a break?

Was I even meant to be here

Look into the mirror who

The fuck do I see here?

I just feel empty not asking for sympathy

I just can't seem to find what it is with me

I wake up confused and my soul has been bruised

And the world is dead to

Me I feel like I'm losin' me

I feel like I'm losin' me

I'm sick of feeling like shit, sick of feeling like this

Had some positivity inside of me, I lost it

What the fuck was I complaining for when I had everything I ever needed

Used to wake up to it then, now all I ever do is dream it