Faded

I’m faded, i’m faded, i’m not sure if i can make it

Oh but don’t you cry for me

Honey i’m not worth it, oh

Honey i’m not worth it, oh

Honey i’m not worth it

Don’t you cry for me

I’m skipping through the days to come home

A million conversations, autopilot, steer, flow

I’m on one one-man mission, eyes down, take note

I’ve never liked you, stay away from me

Don’t lock the bolt; this is the great escape from

Everything i’ve ever hated, from all this figuring

This life’s shit that got me faded, faded

All the time the doubting got me underrated

This is my mechanism, moving forward, isolated

Belated superficial gestures of a phony type

I come alive when i’m incarcerated late at night

I wish that i could leave this soul destruction every night

That i could regress in an able-bodied prototype

If that made sense i’d leave it here, i have no lesser business

I’m immaterial but i still got things on a wish list

This is desire; can’t you hear it in my c+ english?

I’d love the finer things but that’s not being realistic, ballistic

Everybody goes when i’m singing, i’m sick of singing pain

So i’m free, broken, winging

Coming out my heart purer than the way i’m living

Maybe i’ll see you, or maybe i’ll just give in

Yeah, it’s just too much now that i’m all grown up

I’ve been dragged through the dirt, now i should be blowing up

Still i’m blowing, still i’m blowing

And still i don’t know where the hell i should be going

So i guess it’s just live like this ‘til my mind goes snap

No love, no drug could ever fill this gap

Yeah i live for the high until it all floods back

Like the tears of the years that i can’t get back

I’m faded, i’m faded, i’m not sure if i can make it

Oh but don’t you cry for me

Honey i’m not worth it, oh

Honey i’m not worth it, oh

Honey i’m not worth it

Don’t you cry for me