Who I Am

I can't sleep, mind's racing violently

Starting to wonder if I should accept defeat

I tried my best, I've given this all I can

But it wasn't enough, now giving up is all I've got left

Truth be told, been a mess awhile

A broken soul is all that I know

I've held on cause I'm in denial

That I can still be who I was and escape who I am

I can't sleep, I'm buried beneath my sheets

Tired of rejection, it's taken the best of me

I close my eyes and picture what I would write for a reason if I just stopped breathing tonight

Truth be told, been a mess forever

Wish I could say that I'm getting better

I held on till I wrote this letter

I'll never be who I was and escape who I am

Truth be told, wish that I'd stop shaking

I'll make this call hoping someone saves me

I'll hold on till the darkness takes me

'Cause I can still be who I was and escape who I am

If I could just find who I was I'd escape who I am