Silence (feat. Sareena Dominguez)

Time is ticking, yeah, its ticking away

I waited all my life to say

My misery hates company

I'm at a loss for words

That's a first for me

Silence is golden

Go through the motions

Silence is golden

The same colour that my throne is

Yeah

Damn can't believe that my homeboy dead

I still feel shocked like I'm shot in the head

I woke up and cried till my eyes turned red

I wish it was a nightmare that I just had

The coroner just put my nigga in a bodybag

And his momma turned away cause she cannot witness that

And I ain't know what to say

When I was standing with your dad

Only thing that I could think was "goddamn this is sad"

Man we was just laughing on the weekend

That was your goodbye, guess it just sinked in

No words that I can jot with the ink pen

To describe the way I feel, I guess I'm still grieving

I wish that I could bring my nigga back

He ain't even know how much he meant to me

And that was wack

That I couldn't even express it

Till he laying on his back

At his fucking funeral, when I ain't know how to react

Yeah, we supposed to get rich together

God had another plan for you that was better

I said a prayer to your momma and your whole family

Rest in peace dawg, you my homeboy forever

Yeah, I know you living in the sky

I wish I had a better way to tell my nigga bye

Make sure you cherish every moment that you spend

With your people, cause you never know

Tomorrow they could die

Uh, you believed in me homie

Yeah, and for that I thank you

I know you in a better place

Prolly up in heaven cracking jokes with them angels

Never be forgotten as I'm writing over violins

I feel alone like I'm on my own island

I think about my nigga every day

Like I'm at a loss for words

As I drown in the silence

Time is ticking, yeah, its ticking away

I waited all my life to say

My misery hates company

I'm at a loss for words

That's a first for me

Silence is golden

Go through the motions

Silence is golden

The same colour that my throne is

Yeah

Damn, there we go, not speaking again?

Out the front door a nigga leaving again

I rode around the city pissed off

About some bullshit you said

Make me feel like I ain't breathing again

I get back, and we ain't talked to each other for like 2 days

Damn girl, who pissed in your Kool Aid?

I apologise a trillion times, make it a trillion-one

But this time I'm too late

Yeah, I guess you fed up with my shit

To get through that cold heart I need an ice pick

The look on your iris, so lifeless

Remember them good times we had

That was priceless?

Damn, did I fuck you up that bad?

You need space now, I guess I expect that

I'm trying to break through them walls that you put up

But I don't even know where your head at

Yeah, I guess I better let her fly away

Its hard to cope with the pain, I wanna die today

I'll find a fucking hideaway to hibernate

I sit and let this liquor wash the hurt

Like a tidal wave

And oh yeah, by the way

If I could take all the hurt back I'd find a way

I guess I'll pop another pill so I can sleep

And let my brains cook

Like I put my head inside a microwave

Yeah, now I feel like a loser

I knew all the wrong I was doing

I would lose her

Now I see the light, amen, hallelujah

But I'm stuck in my shit

Like I sit in cow manure

World went crashing when I lost my co-pilot

Ringing in my head, somebody turn off the sirens

She ain't even talk to a nigga

And it hurts so bad

Now all I do is drown in your silence

Time is ticking, yeah, its ticking away

I waited all my life to say

My misery hates company

I'm at a loss for words

That's a first for me

Silence is golden

Go through the motions

Silence is golden

The same colour that my throne is