Conscious

Now, that I´m here

breaking my relationship with time and space

watching my life through the milky glasses of a

window

now it all becomes so clear.

If I had the opportunity to smell

the enchanted wind of a spring flower

I would take a deep breath

to relax.

If I had the chance to get the tingling emotion

of warm white sea sand

slipping through my fingers

I would hold on to the feeling.

If I could see the pure and carefree smile of a

child

as the original nature of honesty

it would be so refreshing

being able to respond.

If I could hear the greatest sound

the silence of forest in the early morning

just interrupted and up valued by the lonely

call of a bird

I would answer.

If I could have my body back

to be reloaded by a sip of crystal clear water

water which is not polluted by chemical industry

I could taste the freshness of the unspoiled

nature.

Now, that I´m here

breaking my relationship with time and space

watching my life through the clear glasses of a

window

I get aware of the small things which are least

the greatest.

I left my life

my physical form of life behind

I realize my blunted and senseless way of life

I should have lived my life much more conscious.