Amazing For a Minute

Maybe it was your fault

I'd like someone to blame

I hope you know because of you

I'll never let anyone in

I lost my direction

Everytime you'd disappear

But this time it is me

Who's gonna keep you far from near

Honestly I'd open up

If only I knew how

Trust me it's not easy once

You have been made out, to be

Amazing for a minute

Exciting for an hour

A week if I was lucky

To have you stick around

You pushed me to my limit

And basically succeeded

Cause forever I'll believe that

The best I'll be for now

Is amazing for a minute

This time I was dyin

To not fall in the game

I know him he is different

But then again everyone is

You made it seem like all I'm good for

Is only just to please

But not once did it occur to me

I deserve much more than

You could ever give to me

Honestly it's selfish

Feeling sorry for myself

But truthfully I'm past the point

Of trying to overcome self doubt

And for that minute

There was no such thing as time

Your soul was in it

There was more than just the night

Where I existed

I invested all my time

Just to witness the bitter side of life

And I felt beautiful

But you never called me beautiful

I existed for a night